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Why Men Must Prioritize Heart Health—Simple Steps to Start

t.ruhberg@live.de (Tamara Ruh) — Mon, 07 Apr 2025 06:00:00 GMT

Why Taking Care of Heart Health Matters for Men

You're strong—I see that strength in you every day.

You push through challenges, keep moving forward, and your focus is on chasing your dreams and supporting the people you love.

But sometimes, in the midst of it all, we forget about the quiet heartbeat that’s been with us all along.

I know it feels fine now, and that's why it's so easy to overlook.

But here’s the tender truth: heart disease doesn’t make a dramatic entrance.

It doesn’t tap you on the shoulder with a warning.

Instead, it slowly creeps in, often starting in your early 30s while you're busy living, laughing, and loving.

And by the time you notice a whisper of a sign, it might already be too late to rewind time.

But what we truly desire is to live a life that feels deeply fulfilling—vibrantly, joyfully, and for as long as possible.

That’s why in Heart Health for Men: The Hidden Risks You Can’t Ignore | Heart Disease Prevention Secrets (now available on all podcast platforms & YouTube) of Hearts Wide Open - The Men's Health Podcast, we had the honor of speaking with Michelle Routhenstein , a leading cardiology dietitian and preventive cardiology nutritionist from EntirelyNourished .

Michelle has dedicated her career to guiding men on the journey toward true heart health and helping prevent cardiovascular disease before it becomes a crisis. And here’s a tender truth: 80–90% of heart disease is preventable when we choose to take action early. The best part? This isn’t about overhauling your life overnight. It’s about embracing those small, mindful shifts that nurture and protect you from the inside out. Let’s explore this path together.

It’s Not That Hard: Start By Learning About Your Blood Pressure

If there’s one simple thing you can do for your cardiovascular health this year, let it be this: check your blood pressure . And not just when you’re feeling off—make it a regular ritual. Imagine starting your day with a moment of calm, before the coffee or the rush of the day begins.

Doctors suggest that an ideal reading is around 110/70 , but even numbers like 130/80 can gradually harm your blood vessels. The tricky part? High blood pressure is a silent partner—it doesn’t announce itself until one day, it suddenly does. Knowing your numbers is your first step toward feeling in control of your heart health.

The Factors That Impact Our Heart Health

1. Stress: The Silent Strain on Your Heart

Stress isn’t just a feeling—it physically affects your heart. When you’re in constant fight-or-flight mode, your arteries tighten and your heart has to work harder, and over time, that extra effort takes its toll.

What you can do:

Notice the signs when stress spikes: a tight chest, shallow breathing, irritability. Rather than pushing stress aside, embrace ways to manage it: try deep breaths, take a walk in nature, or simply connect with someone who understands.

2. Nutrition: Fuel That Heals or Hurts

Your heart depends on the fuel you give it. Processed foods, excessive sodium, and extreme diets (like unsupervised keto) can quietly raise your risk of heart disease.

What you can do:

Focus on foods that help keep your arteries open—foods rich in potassium, magnesium, and nitric oxide, like leafy greens, beets, and nuts.

Skip the extremes. Instead of cutting out entire food groups, aim for a balanced, sustainable approach to eating.

3. Blood Sugar: The Invisible Storm

High blood sugar doesn’t always make its presence known. Over time, it can lead to insulin resistance, kidney issues, and yes—cardiovascular disease.

What you can do:

Get your blood work done every year, especially if heart disease runs in your family.

Be aware of hidden sugars —not just in sweets but also in processed foods, sauces, and even snacks that seem “healthy.”

It’s All Connected: This Is How We Take Control Of Your Heart Health

Your heart health isn’t isolated—it’s a beautiful, interconnected dance between stress, nutrition, blood sugar, and even gut health (watch the podcast episode for the last one). Every small, mindful action you take today shapes the future of your health.

So, where do I begin?

✅ Step 1: Check your blood pressure this week

✅ Step 2: Listen to your body—notice your stress levels and find gentle ways to manage them

✅ Step 3: Make one small, nourishing change in your diet, like choosing more greens over processed food

Remember, taking care of yourself isn’t about striving for perfection—it’s about being fully present, vibrantly alive, and here for the long haul. It all starts with a simple decision: My health matters!

Tamara <3

�� Want to go deeper? Listen to Heart Health for Men: The Hidden Risks You Can’t Ignore | Heart Disease Prevention Secrets (now available on all podcast platforms & YouTube) of Hearts Wide Open - The Men's Health Podcast , where Michelle shares her top heart disease prevention secrets and how you can take control of your cardiovascular health—without extreme diets or impossible routines.

Why Family Triggers & How to Turn Them into Growth Opportunities

t.ruhberg@live.de (Tamara Ruh) — Mon, 17 Mar 2025 09:15:00 GMT

Understanding Emotional Triggers: Setting Boundaries With Family For Personal Growth

Homecomings are complicated.

As an expat, returning to your family after months or even years abroad can stir up a cocktail of emotions.

You step off the train, eager to reconnect, but within hours of being home, something shifts. Your mom comments on your appearance, your dad makes a passive-aggressive joke about your career, and your siblings act like you never left. Suddenly, you feel small again, like the person you used to be before all the personal growth.

Frustration, self-doubt, and exhaustion can take over—but what if these family triggers were actually an invitation to deeper self-understanding and healing?

We will unpack this phenomenon and more in this blogpost and, if you'd also like to hear an experience from one of our very own, make sure to check out episode #44 Why Going Home Feels Like Going Backwards – And How to Change That on Hearts Wide Open, The Men's Health Podcast, where Dennis shares the key lessons he's learned and how his family time has significantly improved after living abroad for over 11 years. (now available on every podcasting platform)

Why Do Family Triggers Hit So Hard?

Your family knows you better than anyone—at least, they think they do. They’ve witnessed your childhood , shaped your beliefs, and unintentionally (or sometimes intentionally) pressed your deepest buttons. Here’s why these emotional triggers feel so intense:

You’ve Changed, But They Haven’t

Maybe you’ve spent the last year working on your confidence, learning to speak up for yourself, and setting healthy boundaries. But the moment you step into your childhood home, your mother still reminds you to “be nice” and avoid conflict, and your father dismisses your career choices with a casual, "So when are you getting a real job?" Suddenly, you feel like the same insecure teenager again.

Unresolved Childhood Wounds Resurface

Perhaps you grew up in a household where emotions weren’t discussed. Now, as an adult, you’ve learned to express yourself, yet when your sibling makes a sarcastic remark about you being "too sensitive," you shut down, feeling that old familiar loneliness creeping in . These moments aren’t just frustrating; they expose wounds that still need healing .

Expectations & Pressure

Family gatherings often come with subtle (or not-so-subtle) pressure. Your relatives might ask about marriage, kids, or why you chose an "unconventional" path. The well-meaning but intrusive questions can make you feel like an outsider in your own family, questioning if you’ve made the right choices —even though you were confident before the trip.

Turning Family Triggers Into Personal Growth

Rather than letting these emotions spiral, use them as a mirror to understand yourself better. Here’s how:

1. Observe Without Reacting

When your uncle makes a backhanded comment about your "alternative lifestyle," pause. Instead of reacting with anger or defensiveness, take a deep breath. Notice what’s happening in your body —tight shoulders, clenched jaw, racing thoughts. Then, ask yourself, “What is this bringing up for me?” Recognizing patterns helps you detach from them.

2. Reframe The Narrative

Your family isn’t necessarily trying to hurt you (even if it feels that way). They see you through their old lens , not the person you’ve become. Instead of thinking, “Why don’t they get me?” try, “They’re speaking from their own fears and limitations.” This shift can prevent frustration and keep you grounded in your own growth.

3. Set & Honor Boundaries

If your family keeps prying into your love life or finances, you don’t have to engage. A simple, "I appreciate your concern, but I’m happy with where I’m at" can be enough. If certain conversations always leave you feeling drained, it’s okay to excuse yourself. Setting boundaries with family isn’t about shutting people out; it’s about protecting your peace.

Practicing Self-Care When Visiting Family

Setting boundaries with family can be challenging, especially at first. Here are three ideas to help you stay grounded in your own energy.

Create A Personal Anchor

Whether it’s going for a morning run, journaling, or listening to a familiar podcast (like Hearts Wide Open ��), having a personal ritual reminds you of who you are outside of the family bubble.

Have An Exit Strategy

If tensions rise, plan small escapes—offer to run errands, visit an old friend, or take a solo walk. Stepping away, even for 15 minutes, can help you regulate your emotions before re-engaging.

Lean On Your Support System

Before your visit, let a trusted friend or therapist know you might need to check in. A quick “Wow, my dad just said something that really got to me” text to someone who understands can be grounding. You’re not alone with your emotional triggers.

Final Thoughts On Setting Boundaries With Family

Family triggers are inevitable, but they don’t have to control you. They offer a unique chance to see where you still need healing and reinforce the person you’ve become. Next time you visit home, approach it with curiosity rather than resistance. You might just walk away with deeper self-awareness, stronger boundaries, and a newfound appreciation for how far you’ve come.

Tamara <3

Building Resilience in Men And How It Changes Everything

t.ruhberg@live.de (Tamara Ruh) — Tue, 04 Mar 2025 15:26:36 GMT

Functional Freeze in Men: The Mask of the Competent Achiever

I’ve met so many men who feel confident when they can push through, who strive to become the type-A achiever, the unbreakable force who handles everything on his own. To perform, provide, and prove himself—day in and day out. Don’t you think? ��

But then, what happens when that weight becomes too much?

What if, instead of feeling strong, a man finds himself just getting through the day? Maybe he wakes up already exhausted, slaps on a confident mask, and heads to work, where he’s mastered the role of the competent achiever. He cracks jokes, meets deadlines effortlessly, and says, “I’m good,” when asked how he’s doing. But deep down…, there’s a quiet emptiness. A nagging fear that if anyone saw the real him —the one who feels insecure, shaky, and disconnected—they’d walk away.

Lately, I’ve noticed how, especially in ambitious corporate environments, resilience is too often mistaken for an “I don’t give a f***” attitude. But what sounds strong, can have a fragile core: detachment and numbness aren’t signs of resilience, but of high-functioning freeze —a survival response that can go unnoticed for years. And it can silently steal your sense of aliveness.

That’s exactly what American author Paul Doughty experienced: It nearly broke him—costing him his marriage, his job and nearly his self-esteem. Listen to his full story on episode #43 “Resilience Is My Superpower - How It Can Be Yours Too” on Hearts White Open, The Men's Health Podcast. (now available on every podcasting platform)

What Is Functional Freeze in Men?

Functional freeze is when your nervous system is stuck in a state of shutdown, but you’re still able to go through the motions. You show up, get things done, maintain your relationships— on the surface, everything seems fine. But underneath, there’s a numbness, a sense of going through life on autopilot. You might struggle to feel joy or deep connection. You might escape into screens, alcohol, or work, not because you want to, but because stillness feels uncomfortable.

This state can be mistaken for calm or even resilience, but in reality, it’s a sign that your nervous system has adapted to chronic stress by shutting down parts of yourself. Over time, this can lead to exhaustion, depression, and even burnout.

Numbness vs. Real Recovery

Checking out isn’t the same as healing. Many men mistake zoning out—through binge-watching, extended gaming, the regular after-work beer or endless scrolling—as a way to recharge. But true recovery doesn’t just distract you from stress; it restores your capacity to engage with life.

Numbness is a symptom of overload, not a solution for it. Real recovery happens when you create space for rest, connection, and nervous system regulation—whether that’s through movement, therapy, time in nature, or meaningful conversations. It’s about coming back to yourself, not escaping from yourself.

Why Resilience is a Game Changer for Men

Resilience isn’t just about handling stress. It’s about recovering from it. It’s the ability to bounce back, to adapt, and to keep moving forward without losing yourself in the process. True resilience isn’t just about enduring; it’s about learning to shift gears—to recognize when to push forward and when to rest.

Men who build resilience aren’t just more effective in their careers and relationships—they also experience more confidence, more ease, and a greater sense of control over their lives. They don’t just survive difficult times; they grow through them. And the good news? Resilience isn’t an inborn trait. It’s something you can build.

Don’t Wait Until It’s Bad—The Power of Prevention

Too many men wait until they hit rock bottom before they seek help. Once you have a full-blown burnout for example, it can take years to fully recover. That's why the earlier you recognize the warning signs, the easier it is to course-correct before things spiral. Prevention is always easier than rehabilitation. It takes courage to seek help, it always does, but the earlier you do, the higher the reward.

Early Warning Signs & Red Flags of Functional Freeze

How do you know if you’re headed toward burnout, or if your functional freeze is taking over?

Pay attention to these warning signs:

Feeling exhausted, even after sleep.
Going through the motions and feeling disconnected from what you’re doing.
Putting on the “competent achiever” mask at work but inside, you feel insecure, shaky, and terrified that someone will see the real you.
You avoid social interactions because they feel draining, not energizing.
Your patience is wearing thin—things that never used to bother you now trigger frustration or withdrawal.
Relying on alcohol, work, or distractions to get through the day.

The Best Time For Men To Reach Out For Help

If any of this resonates, please don’t ignore it. Too many good people wait until they’re at their breaking point before seeking support. Therapy, coaching, men’s groups, or even a simple conversation with a trusted friend can be the first step toward real resilience.

The bravest act is showing up for ourselves in all our parts—the good, the bad, and the ugly. You have the power to make a difference by breaking the silence and opening up.

At Hearts Wide Open , we’re dedicated to giving resilience a voice and helping prevent a high-functioning workforce disconnected from their bodies—one that may only face the consequences of burnout years later, when recovery becomes much harder.

Together, we can build a culture of awareness and well-being, where men thrive and truly connect with their inner strength and aliveness. If this resonates with you or you'd like to get involved or share your story to inspire others, Hearts Wide Open is here for you .

Tamara <3

How To Break Free From Shame, The Invisible Force Holding Us Back

t.ruhberg@live.de (Tamara Ruh) — Thu, 20 Feb 2025 14:21:04 GMT

Healing From Shame: Embracing Its Wisdom

Shame. It’s that sinking feeling in your chest when you say something and immediately regret it. The sudden heat in your face when you feel exposed or judged. The invisible weight that makes you second-guess yourself, apologize when it’s not necessary, or keep quiet to avoid conflict.

But shame is more than just an uncomfortable emotion. Left unchecked, it becomes the invisible force holding you back from authentic connections, self-trust, and the life you truly want. The good news? Shame isn’t a life sentence. With the right tools and understanding, you can let go.

In episode #42 of our Men's Health Podcast , Franz, a newfound Hearts Wide Open brother and Neo-Emotional Release practitioner, explains how he overcame his long journey through shame and found freedom. Listen to the full episode to hear his powerful story of transformation! (now available on every podcasting platform)

Why Do We Feel Shame?

From modern Psychology approaches like NARM (Neuro Affective Relational Model), shame isn’t something we’re born with; it’s something we learn to survive. As children, we instinctively need connection to feel safe. If expressing our needs, emotions, or individuality is met with disapproval, criticism, or even abandonment, we learn to suppress those parts of ourselves to maintain that connection.

For example, if a child is scolded for being "too sensitive" or "too much," they may internalize the belief: "I'm wrong for having feelings." As adults, this belief lingers, we unconsciously self-censor, avoid vulnerability, or feel like we’re fundamentally flawed at our deepest core.

Toxic Shame Vs. Healthy Shame: What’s The Difference?

Not all shame is bad. Healthy shame, like a social compass , helps us recognize when we’ve hurt someone or crossed a boundary. It signals that we need to take responsibility and repair the connection.

Toxic shame, however, is different. It’s the internalized belief that we are bad, unworthy, or broken. This kind of shame disconnects us from our authentic selves and others, often leading to patterns like people-pleasing, perfectionism, procrastination, or even depression and addiction.

The Hidden Link Between Shame & Addiction

As trauma expert Dr. Gabor Maté says, "Don’t ask why the addiction; ask why the pain." Many addictive behaviors are attempts to numb the pain of shame. Whether it's scrolling endlessly on your phone, emotional eating, or alcohol consumption—the underlying pattern is often similar: escaping unbearable feelings like "never being enough", “being to broken” or “seeing no light at the end of the tunnel”.

Shame can distort one's relationship with oneself, to the point of feeling completely numb and empty, so far as to feel almost dead inside.

Dr. Maté helps us see that addiction isn’t the problem; it’s a survival strategy rooted in unmet emotional needs , still running the show today. When we address the shame underneath, the compulsion to numb often lessens naturally.

How Shame Shows Up In Everyday Life

Shame isn’t always obvious. It can look like:

Over-apologizing, even when you’ve done nothing wrong
Downplaying your successes or strengths
Struggling to say "no"
Avoiding eye contact or conversations about feelings
Feeling like an imposter, no matter how accomplished you are

Sound familiar? If so, you’re not alone. <3

Unshaming, Healing From Shame

The antidote to toxic shame isn’t self-criticism—it’s compassion. NARM emphasizes the unshaming approach : creating a space where the parts of us that learned to hide can safely come into the light. Deep healing begins with listening to the silent voice, buried within our shame.

Here are a few steps you can start with:

Name it in an active “self-agency” way: When you feel shame, pause, try to stay present with it (instead of running from it) and name it: "I'm shaming myself right now." This simple act brings awareness and focuses on self-efficacy, allowing for step 2:
Get Curious: Try asking yourself, "What part of me is my shame protecting? What might I be feeling, if my shame weren’t here?" Often, it’s vulnerability or a deeper unmet longing for connection.
Share It: Shame thrives in secrecy. Talking about it, at first with a trusted friend, therapist, or support group can diffuse its power. If therapy feels daunting, consider inviting a friend to join you for an initial session. Some therapists even offer trial sessions to find the right fit.
Reconnect with your body: Shame disconnects us from our physical sensations. Simple practices like deep breathing, stretching, orienting yourself in the room, focusing your eyes on simple, stable objects in near distance while in your head naming them, can gently re-establish this connection.
Find the Right Environment: Retreats and group settings can be incredibly healing. In a safe, supportive environment where everyone is working on themselves, opening up about parts everyone feels ashamed of, shame loses its grip. You realize: I'm not alone in this .

Reframing The Past

Many of us carry shame linked to our family stories. Perhaps your father was distant or emotionally unavailable. It’s easy to villainize him, but what if he, too, was just a child who never learned to feel safe with his emotions? The mindful, bigger picture approach invites us to see our parents not as heroes or villains, but as human beings with their own unhealed shame.

By doing so, we uncouple our sense of worth from their actions and take important steps towards reclaiming our emotional freedom.

Breaking Free From Shame Together

Healing shame isn’t a solo journey. It begins with reaching out, daring to share what feels unspeakable. If one therapist or group doesn’t feel like the right fit, don’t give up. Keep searching until you find a space where you feel seen, heard, and accepted.

This might even save a life. As one heart-wrenching truth Franz shared shows, “If someone had shown my father that he had value, he wouldn’t have died.” ��

Shame isn’t proof of your brokenness—it’s proof that you long for connection. And when we stop hiding, we often find that the connection we’ve been searching for was waiting for us all along.

With over 8 billion people on this planet, you can’t be the only one feeling this way. Take the first step toward healing today. Reach out, share your truth, and embrace the connection that’s waiting for you. You don’t have to do this alone.

If you would like to share your story to inspire others that healing is possible, Hearts Wide Open is here for you .

Tamara <3

References

Heller, L., Kammer B. J., (2022). The Practical Guide for Healing Developmental Trauma. Using the NeuroAffective Relational Model to Address Adverse Childhood Experiences and Resolve Complex Trauma. Penguin Randomhouse.

Maté, Gabor. In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts: Close Encounters with Addiction. London Vermilion, 2018.

Why Male Friendships Are Important For A Man's Mental Health

Tue, 04 Feb 2025 13:48:20 GMT

Friendship Can Help Save A Man's Life - Ruan's Story

Burnout isn’t just about being tired. It’s a slow unraveling, a deep exhaustion that makes even basic tasks feel impossible. This week’s guest, Ruan—a dear friend of Hearts Wide Open podcast host Dennis—knows this firsthand. Ruan experienced burnout so severe that he couldn’t even finish a sentence. His brain was fried, his body wrecked, and the worst part? He felt completely alone.

But he wasn’t. His friends saw what he couldn’t see. They took him to a small village, away from all the noise and expectations. They didn’t ask him to explain or to try harder—they just let him be. They carried him when he couldn’t carry himself, and in that space, he started to heal.

That’s the power of friendship. And yet, 1 in 5 men doesn’t have a single close friend . Our mission is to help change that.

You can listen to Ruan's story on episode #41 of our Men's Health Podcast (now available on every podcasting platform).

Why Male Friendships Are Essential for Mental Health

We teach our men to be independent, to “man up” and handle things on our own from a young age. But here’s the reality: strength isn’t isolation . On the podcast Ruan shares that strength is knowing when you need support . If home wasn’t a safe space growing up, building a strong support system as an adult is even more important.

Friendship isn’t just a luxury; it’s a necessity. Studies show that men with strong social connections have lower stress levels, better heart health, and even live longer.

But friendships don’t just happen—you have to actively create space for them, invest in them, and be present when they do happen.

Step 1: Recognize That You Need Support

Before anything else, we have to acknowledge that friendship isn’t optional. It’s part of a well-balanced, healthy life. If you’ve been going through life solo, start small —reach out to an old friend, join a group, or even just make an effort to check in with someone you trust.

Step 2: Choose The Right People

Many men settle in friendships the same way some settle in relationships—out of convenience rather than compatibility. But real friendships aren’t just about who happens to be around; they’re about who truly gets you .

Don’t “friendship down.” Find people who match your values and energy, people who challenge and inspire you. And don’t be afraid of rejection—building meaningful friendships requires risk. A clean rejection is better than vague uncertainty. If you have to leave parts of yourself behind just to fit in, that’s a red flag. Real friends accept you as you are.

Step 3: Get Involved

You don’t build a solid friendship circle by waiting for people to find you. Show up. Join a group, play a sport, start a hobby. Real friendships aren’t built on small talk; they’re built on shared experiences where you truly see each other’s essence.

And when life gets hard, lean on your people. There’s nothing weak about needing support. Ruan's friends carried him through his worst burnout. That’s what real friendship looks like—it’s not about constant effort or control, but about genuine, unconditional presence.

Step 4: Prioritizing Social Life

We often treat friendships as secondary to work, relationships, and personal goals. But in cultures where social life is a priority—think Brazil (where Ruan is from), where people spend hours together at the beach or around a barbecue—mental health is stronger. Compare that to many parts of Europe, where people keep to themselves, overly focused on their own lives. Connection takes some effort and committment, but it’s worth it.

How Healthy Men Thrive In Community

A healthy man doesn't have to be the center of everything— he’s part of something bigger. He’s part of a community, a world, and a network of relationships that enrich his life. When things get tough, he doesn’t have to go at it alone—he reaches out, because he knows real strength is in connection.

Friendships don’t need to be daily to be deep. Maybe you only see certain friends once a year, but when you do, it’s pure, honest, and real. That’s the seed you planted. That’s the kind of friendship worth keeping.

And if you’re struggling, don’t wait until you’re at rock bottom to reach out. Whether it’s a friend or a therapist, talk to someone. Because isolation isn’t just lonely—it can be dangerous. ��

Invest in Your Friendships

If you take one thing away from this, let it be this: Friendships don’t just happen—they’re built. Take the first step today. Call a friend, make plans, and invest in the people who make your life richer. It might not only save your life, but make you feel more alive too.

How do you maintain your friendships? Share your thoughts in the comments or send this to a friend who needs to hear it!

Tamara <3

References

American Medical Association & American Medical Association. (2023, 14. Juli). What doctors wish patients knew about loneliness and health.

NeuroLaunch.com. (2024, 15. September). Male Psychology: Exploring the Complexities of the Male Mind

Scalstage & Scalstage. (2022, 7. April). Men’s Social Circles are Shrinking - The Survey Center on American Life. The Survey Center on American Life - A nonprofit organization dedicated to understanding the way cultural, political, and technological changes are shaping the lives of ordinary Americans.

Breaking Down Walls: Reclaiming Love & Connection From A Guarded Heart

Mon, 20 Jan 2025 17:58:53 GMT

Did You Grow Up With Love Being A Transaction?

There’s a moment we all face, though we might not admit it out loud: someone tells you, “I love you,” and your gut reaction is, What do you want from me? Sound familiar? If it does, you’re not alone. Nikki, the latest team member of Hearts Wide Open, a passionate psychologist and mindfulness artist, explains this as a response rooted in survival instincts, often shaped by how we grew up learning to give and receive love . Listen to Nikki's full story on episode #40 of the Hearts Wide Open Podcast .

For many men (and women too), formative years are a battleground where love and worth are intertwined with performance . Maybe love felt like a transactional thing—a trade-off of affection for achievements, or attention for behaving a certain way. If you grew up hearing, “I’m proud of you” only after acing a test or scoring a goal, it’s easy to see why the idea of unconditional love might feel foreign. Love becomes a give-and-take equation: if you give me this, I’ll give you that. But when love feels like a transaction, the price often feels too high.

Guarding Against Connection

Fast forward to adulthood, and those patterns from childhood often follow us. You might find yourself keeping others at arm’s length, unsure whether their kindness is genuine or a setup for future demands. Maybe you’ve mastered the art of deflecting deep questions, steering conversations toward safe topics like work or sports.

Or maybe you’re someone who needs to know where people are—literally. Checking in becomes your way of controlling the relationship, not out of care but out of fear. It feels safer to ask, “Where are you?” rather than “How are you feeling?” because emotions are messy, unpredictable, and vulnerable—and let’s face it, vulnerability can feel like a trap .

Why We Close Off

When you’ve been hurt or taught to equate love with effort and earning, closing off feels like a defense mechanism. For many of us it feels safer to build walls than to risk being seen , misunderstood, or rejected, Nikki explains. But here’s the thing: those walls don’t just keep pain out—they keep love out too .

Opening back up doesn’t mean tearing down every wall overnight. It’s a gradual process , like learning to stretch muscles you’ve kept tense for years. And yes, it can be uncomfortable, even awkward. But the alternative—staying stuck in isolation—is far more painful in the long run.

How to Rebuild Trust and Open Up Again

Start Small : Vulnerability doesn’t mean pouring your soul out to everyone you meet. Begin with low-stakes interactions . Practice sharing a bit more with a close friend or partner—maybe about your day or even a childhood memory.
Shift Your Focus : Instead of asking, “What does this person want from me?” try asking, “What does this person mean to me?” Reframing your perspective can help you see relationships as opportunities for connection rather than obligations.
Check In with Yourself : Notice when your first reaction to love or kindness is suspicion. Pause, take a breath, and ask yourself, What am I afraid of here? Awareness is the first step to change .
Be Curious, Not Controlling : Instead of needing to know where someone is, practice asking how they’re feeling. This shift from control to curiosity invites deeper conversations and shows others you value their inner world.
Reframe Vulnerability : See it as strength , not weakness. It takes courage to say, “I’m struggling” or “I need help,” but those admissions can pave the way for authentic connections.
Seek Support : Opening up doesn’t have to be a solo mission. A therapist, coach, or even a trusted mentor can help you unpack the beliefs holding you back and guide you toward healthier ways of relating.

Love Isn’t a Transaction

At its core, love isn’t something you earn —it’s something you accept. The first step in opening back up is recognizing that you’re worthy of love, not because of what you do, but simply because you exist. It’s not about tearing down all your walls at once; it’s about learning to let the right people in, one brick at a time.

And maybe next time someone says, “I love you,” you’ll be able to reply with something other than suspicion. Maybe it’ll be a quiet, Thank you. Or even a bold, I love you too .

Tamara <3

Navigating Uncertainty: A Man's Guide to Leading, Receiving & Loving

Mon, 06 Jan 2025 08:45:00 GMT

Where Do I Find Guidance When The Path Ahead Is Uncertain?

Being a man is truly a balancing act. On the one hand, you're expected to be strong, decisive, confident leaders. On the other, you're encouraged to be open, vulnerable, and receptive. But where do you find guidance when the path ahead is uncertain? And how do you transition from following others’ lead to becoming your own guide?

On episode #38 of the Hearts Wide Open Podcast , we had the pleasure of hosting Chris @andresgarzong , a passionate salsa teacher and dancer from Colombia. He shared a powerful insight: "The one who loves is the most powerful."

Now, before you dismiss this as some new-age cliché, let's break down the deeper concept of love. We're not talking about the dramatic, reductionistic over-the-top love you see in Disney movies. We're talking about a deeper, more authentic kind of love—an actual feeling of connection, peace, and joy.

When we operate from a place of love, a psycho-biological shift happens in the nervous system: we're more open to new ideas, more empathetic towards others, and more confident in our own abilities. It's a state of being that allows us to lead with grace, receive with gratitude, and connect with others on a deeper level.

In the following sections, we'll explore three practical ways to cultivate this kind of love and find guidance on your own journey.

1. Lead with Your Heart, Not Your Ego

Back to Salsa again. On the dance floor, leading isn’t about controlling every step; it’s about setting a clear direction -coming from a place of heartfelt intention- and inviting your partner to move with you. Similarly, receiving isn’t passive; it’s about trusting and responding in the moment. This connection is only possible when you’re able to let your guard down and let the music move you.

In life, the best leaders know when to guide and when to let others contribute –the rhythm of a great leader. To practice this, start by identifying one area in your life where you can invite more collaboration . For example at work, ask a colleague for input on a project instead of solving everything yourself. At home, be open to suggestions and perspectives from your partner. Leading and receiving are two sides of the same coin—both require listening and trusting .

2. Step Away from the Noise

Guidance often emerges when you step back from the hustle and bustle of daily life. It's like having a brilliant idea hit you in the shower. Whether through meditation, journaling, or taking a walk, try figuring out your ways to amplify your inner voice. For some, more intense spiritual practices like Vipassana (silence retreats), darkness retreats, or even plant medicine journeys can offer profound insights.

Turning up the volume

Daily Mindfulness: Set aside 10 minutes each morning to sit quietly and breathe. Pay attention to your thoughts, feelings, and physical sensations. “Who do you truly want to be?”
Setting Intentions: Instead of creating a to-do list, focus on your intentions for the day. “What do you truly want to achieve?”
Journaling: Write about your thoughts and feelings, especially when you're facing challenges. “Who have you been today?”, “What are three things, to make your day feel succcessful?"

3. Show Who You Are with Love

As you grow, it’s natural to want to share your progress with those who have shaped you. But instead of falling into the old habit of trying to prove yourself—like you might have felt the need to when you were younger—focus on showing up authentically. Chris shared a powerful example from his recent plant medicine journey. For the first time, he felt deeply connected to his essence—for him, a state of purity, healing, and belonging. When he reunited with his mother after years of distance, they shared an intense hug that seemed to dissolve old walls of resentment. In that moment, he stepped further into his power as a man. With his "cup full," he found he could give more freely, without conditions.

Next time you have an important conversation, try this: before you speak, center yourself and reflect on your intention. Are you coming from love and connection or from a need to impress? When you share honestly and with love, others are more likely to respond with understanding and respect.

Taking Action Today

Finding guidance isn’t about waiting for the perfect answer—it’s about taking small, intentional steps daily. Here are three quick actions to start today:

Pause and Reflect: Take five minutes to breathe deeply or write down your thoughts. What do you feel drawn to do next?
Ask for Input: Choose one area, task or thought, where you can invite someone else’s perspective . Collaboration often brings clarity.
Lead with Love: Approach your next interaction with kindness and authenticity. (-Take a step back, take a deep breath, set the intention, let the sensations or feelings of kindness spread through your body - and go) Notice how it shifts the dynamic.

Guidance comes from within and from those around you. When you approach life with the many lenses of love, you’ll slowly find the courage to lead, the humility to receive, and the wisdom to navigate the journey ahead.

Tamara <3

Holidays With Family - A Psychologist's Survival Guide

Sun, 29 Dec 2024 11:30:38 GMT

How To Navigate Family Dynamics & Thrive During The Holidays

It's Not Easy, It Really Isn't

Ah, the holidays. �� That time of year when we reflect, reconnect… and sometimes get completely triggered by our dearest. It can sometimes literally feel like stepping onto an emotional battlefield disguised as a dinner table. As much as we love them, family has a special way of pulling us back into roles we thought we left behind. Growth opportunity? One hundred percent! But let’s be real—it's not always easy.

It's Like Going Back In Time

The minute we walk through that door, it's as if time rewinds. Suddenly, we're the same kid or teenager trying to keep the peace, avoid drama, or explain why we still don’t have it all figured out. Family dynamics have a gravitational pull, and shifting these dynamics can feel nearly impossible. The people who have known us the longest often have the hardest time seeing how we’ve evolved. And yet, we keep evolving, creating an even bigger gap that can feel hard to bridge.

The Hearts Wide Open team is here to help! Last year, we invited our esteemed friend Jakob, an ambitious psychologist and conscious activist, to share his insights and strategies for navigating the holiday season with peace and balance. Looking back, we're excited to share our top picks from Jakob's Survival Tools! Looking for the whole playbook? ��

Watch the full episode here .

Breaking Free From The Familiar

One major obstacle is the "defusion of responsibility." We often believe others are responsible for our emotions, that it's their job to change, not ours. But the truth is, we hold the key to liberation in our own hands.

Ever sat at the table thinking, "Someone else will bring it up, I’ll wait for a better moment"? We often avoid the uncomfortable, hoping someone else will address it for us. Whether it's expressing gratitude or setting a boundary, we may silence ourselves to avoid conflict, as Jakob pointed out. Yet, deep down, we yearn to be seen, even if it's messy.

It all begins with self-awareness, and here are our tools and strategies to help you find more balance:

1. Mental Preparation

Before visiting your family, take a moment to envision the kind of PERSON YOU WANT TO BE in their presence.

Journal about it. Involve all your senses to really anchor that desired way of being deeply within you.

How would you like to feel around them?
How do you see yourself, how do you look from a bird's eye view?
What smells are present, what do you taste ?
How does your voice sound?
What kind of energy would you like to emit?
Which values are you committed to embody during the experience?
How would you like to respond, even when you are triggered?

For at least a week (better a month! :)) before the encounter, engage in a daily meditation-visualization exercise, where you spend a few moments each morning envisioning and feeling the upcoming experience and how you'd like to approach it.

2. Handle with Care: Yourself First

Boundaries are your best friend during family time, as Jakob reminds us. It's not selfish to take breaks, whether that's a walk, a bathroom breather, or even a few minutes to scroll through your phone. If you feel your patience running low, listen to that signal. Shorten your visits if needed, or schedule solo time to reset. Balancing your “exposure time” is an important strategy. This allows you to truly enjoy the time you spend together and also have the necessary space to recover in between.

3. Pay attention to your triggers before they blow up.

Develop awareness of your early warning signs Jakob emphasizes. If these signs start appearing more frequently, take a break – time to turn to a self-care move! This way, you can recharge your energy and show up as the person you envisioned yourself to be.

Prompts that can help:

Physical Signs: Increased heart rate, shallow breathing, muscle tension, fatigue, headaches
Emotional Signs: Irritability, anxiety, frustration, impatience, feeling overwhelmed
Behavioral Signs: Withdrawing from social interaction, excessive checking of your phone, snapping at others, engaging in unhealthy coping mechanisms (e.g., excessive drinking, overeating)

By identifying your early warning signs and developing a toolkit of healthy coping mechanisms, you can effectively manage your triggers and navigate challenging situations with greater ease and resilience.

Going Deeper & Shifting Gears - Additional Prompts:

Avoiding the hard stuff creates distance in the long run. The more we swallow our emotions, the more they pile up until, well… we might explode. If you find yourself mentally checking out, scrolling endlessly, or secretly hoping someone cancels Christmas, that’s your cue to reflect and change strategies. Sometimes the smallest truth, spoken with kindness, can clear the air.

What are your typical coping mechanisms when you feel triggered?
How can you replace these with healthier self-care strategies?
What activities truly help you relax and recharge? (e.g., spending time in nature, listening to music, reading, exercise)
How can you incorporate these self-care strategies into your daily routine?

Leading with Love (Even When It's Hard)

Jakob shares from his own experience that "coming in with a crowbar" – trying to force change or have a massive confrontation – rarely works. Instead, he recommends focusing on small, intentional shifts.

Family will test your patience, but leaning into love can shift the energy. When frustration bubbles up, try bringing your feelings into the room— gently . Expressing vulnerability isn't weakness; it's a sign of trust. It actually shows you believe the other person can handle what you're sharing.

Express your feelings gently and early. Instead of bottling things up, try gently expressing how certain comments or behaviors make you feel. "When you say [comment], it makes me feel [emotion]." This opens the door for dialogue and understanding.

Give second chances. When someone makes a comment that hurts you, ask: "Did you mean for that to sound [rude]?" This gives them a second chance to clarify, change, or address the issue.

"Me too": What in their behavior mirrors a behavior you don't like about yourself? This reflection can offer valuable insights.

Also—stay open to those moments when family reaches out. They might not say, "I love you," directly, but maybe they'll invite you to help cook or play a game. These small gestures can be quiet ways of reconnecting. Keep an eye out for them.

This holiday season, remember—it's not about perfect conversations or fixing every relationship. Growth happens in the moments you stay present, even when things get uncomfortable. Connection, in all its imperfect glory, is still the strongest guide we have.

Tamara <3

Finding Your Voice: How Public Speaking Builds True Confidence

Tue, 03 Dec 2024 09:00:00 GMT

Public Speaking Is More Than Just A "Nice Skill To Have"

For Some Public Speaking Is Exhilarating; For Others Terrifying

What if public speaking is more than just a nice skill to have? During our Movember campaign, we had to step into this space repeatedly - advocating for and explaining the cause, and asking people to donate. Each interaction taught us something valuable: public speaking can either become a mask we hide behind or an opportunity to connect more deeply with ourselves and others. To speak our truths, we often had to pause, take a step back, and find the courage to ask: What do I really want to say here? Navigating the pressures of modern life - where strength is still often valued over vulnerability - learning to speak in public offered surprising lessons in resilience, authenticity, and self-compassion.

The Fight-Flight-Freeze Response: A Hidden Barrier

The fear of public speaking isn’t just "in your head." It’s deeply physical. When you step in front of a crowd—whether it’s three, five or fifty people - your nervous system might quickly interpret this as a real threat. Cue the fight-flight-freeze response:

Fight Response

Fight responses often manifest as tension or an overly aggressive attempt to maintain control:

Overpowering the audience: Speaking too loudly or forcefully to dominate the room.
Over-preparation as a form of control: Becoming hyper-focused on perfecting every word to avoid perceived "failure," leaving little room for authentic connection or flexibility.
Defensive body language: Coming across as combative or overly intense, such as crossing arms tightly, pointing fingers, or using clipped, sharp tones

Flight Response

Flight responses involve avoiding or escaping discomfort:

Avoiding speaking opportunities: Turning down engagements or delegating tasks.
Rushing through the speech: Speaking too quickly, skipping over sections, or trying to finish as fast as possible to escape the discomfort.
Distracting behaviors: Over-apologizing, laughing nervously, or making excessive jokes to shift attention away from vulnerability.
Deflecting authority: Putting the audience or specific members on a pedestal to deflect your focus from your own authority or role.

Freeze Response

Freeze responses occur when overwhelm halts action or thought:

Mind going blank: Forgetting your points or entire speech, despite hours of preparation.
Stiff posture and monotone delivery: Becoming physically rigid and emotionally flat, losing the ability to engage with the audience dynamically.
Loss of sensory awareness: Feeling disoriented, like time has stopped, with your vision or hearing narrowing.
Inability to adapt: Struggling to respond to questions or unexpected moments, staying frozen in your planned script instead.

These reactions aren’t signs of weakness; they’re natural. Thriving in public speaking means working with your nervous system, not against it. Gradual, intentional exposure is key. Start small - practice in low-stakes environments like supportive workshops, with a small group of friends, or even in front of a mirror. Celebrate quick wins to teach your brain and body that public speaking isn’t dangerous. Over time, this approach not only reduces fear but also helps you find your voice.

Confidence vs. Arrogance: The Foundation of Connection

This month on Hearts Wide Open Podcast Jelmer Smits -who helps professionals stand tall and cultivate confidence in public speaking and beyond- shared a powerful insight: “ building confidence starts with understanding its essence: connection and care .” Confidence says, "I am here to share something of value with you." Arrogance, by contrast, puts up a shield, saying, "I’m here to prove something."

This distinction matters because arrogance, rooted in a fight-or-flight response, blocks connection, isolating both the speaker and the audience. True confidence, on the other hand, arises from a place of self-connection and vulnerability and invites others in. It acknowledges imperfections while staying present. In this way, public speaking becomes less about performance and more about creating a moment of shared meaning. Listen to the full episode here .

The Internal Lawyer vs. Judge

When you reflect on your speaking experiences, who shows up in your mind: the internal judge or lawyer?

Driven by a fight, flight or even freeze response, the internal judge criticizes harshly:

Fight: "You messed up. Why did you say that?"
Flight: “ you are clearly not ready, don’t even try! ”
Freeze: “You're not good enough. Why even bother?“

It’s quick to condemn even small mistakes and slow to acknowledge progress, often missing the bigger picture.

The internal lawyer , however, coming from a place of self-connection, advocates for you with fairness, compassion or curiosity, Jelmer explains:

Self-compassion : “That didn’t go as planned, but you handled it as best as you could in the moment.”
Curiosity over criticism: “What can I learn from this? How could I approach it differently next time?”
Balance and objectivity: “This one moment doesn’t define your abilities. Look at how much you’ve already accomplished.”

Public speaking isn’t just about sharing your voice—it’s also about finding it. To do this, take time to reflect not only on your content but also on your nervous system state. Becoming aware of your inner dialogue - day by day - helps transform public speaking into a powerful tool for connection and growth. This mindful approach also deepens your confidence over time because you’re building trust with yourself.

The Growth Zone: Small Steps to Big Wins

Stepping onto a stage can still feel overwhelming, but building confidence from a place of safety happens incrementally. Gradual exposure is most effective when approached in small steps. Start by speaking in settings where the stakes feel manageable - a small group at work, making a toast at dinner, or even recording yourself on camera to practice your delivery.

As you accumulate these small wins, momentum builds, and your fight-flight-freeze response begins to ease. Each successful experience signals to your nervous system that public speaking isn’t something to fear. This journey isn’t about eliminating discomfort but about finding your “al dente” zone - a state where you feel challenged, alert, and slightly nervous without being overwhelmed. It’s like tuning a guitar string: not too loose, not too tight - just right.

Mustaches, Physical Challenges, Fundraisers: What is Movember?

Thu, 14 Nov 2024 09:45:00 GMT

Movember: Raising Awareness for Men's Mental Health

What Is Movember?

Movember is more than just a month; it’s a global movement dedicated to raising awareness and funds for men's health issues and focused on topics like prostate cancer, testicular cancer, mental health and suicide prevention. Every November, people around the world raise awareness and funds to support these issues and respective initiatives. An idea that was started in a pub somewhere in Australia over 20 years ago has grown into a global movement. To raise awareness and funds to support men's health, men around the world grow mustaches and engage in movement challenges like running, cycling, or walking to spark conversations, shine a light on these issues, and thereby support impactful initiatives aimed at improving men’s health.

Why Movember Matters

Did you know: three out of four suicides are committed by men? And what’s even more striking: for those aged 15 to 29, suicide is the LEADING cause of death worldwide . Combined with the alarming rates of prostate and testicular cancer, these figures underscore the URGENT need for awareness and proactive action. Movember aims to change this by sparking conversations, reaching out to men, and funding innovative research that catalyzes preventive measures.

With their down-to-earth campaigns, Movember encourages men to share their struggles and SEEK HELP EARLY , creating an environment where talking about mental health is not just accepted but welcome. Like prostate and testicular cancer, mental health issues also benefit immensely from early intervention, with timely support significantly improving outcomes. Breaking the stigma around these issues is crucial, as it opens the door to conversations that can be truly life-saving. Find out all about Movember and their initiatives on their website .

The Hearts Wide Open Movember Campaign

As we deeply align with Movember’s values and mission, we’re thrilled to serve as an ambassador for Movember Europe this year! Our campaign is dedicated to raising awareness and funds to support men’s mental health and foster a community movement with the wider Hearts Wide Open family. We are engaging in various activities, such as moving 264 kilometers across the Netherlands (aka from East to West), growing mustaches, hosting storytelling nights, and other events with the goal to raise €1,500 for Movember . Keep up to date with our campaign via our Instagram channel and on our Movember page !

This year, we want to raise the stakes by collaborating with our Mobro Juriaan! You might remember him from episode 35 ( link to YouTube ) where he talks about his current challenge: CIRCLING THE GLOBE BY BICYCLE. Together we’re launching the “Healthy Man Challenge”.

People from all around the world, including you, are invited to join us in redefining what it means to be a healthy man! Share your own definition of a healthy man & healthy masculinity! This initiative invites everyone to contribute their insights and opinions, enriching our collective understanding of what it means to thrive as men. We want to shed a light on what individuals around the world from all walks of life believe "being a man" means to get a greater understanding of what this means outside of stigma and what media is showing us.

Get Involved With Us This Movember

What is your definition of a healthy man? Share your answer with us right here! You may end up getting featured on one of our podcast episodes or our social media channels. Share your thoughts in any form—whether a written text, poem, audio, video, or even a painting!

We invite you to join us in this important cause. Your support can make a difference. You can help us raise funds this Movember by donating to our campaign.

Follow @hearts_wide_open_podcast to stay updated on our Movember activities.

Let’s work together to support each other and spark meaningful conversations. ��

For more information and to donate, visit our campaign page .

Let's go! ��

Tamara <3

PS: Sneak into the Hearts Wide Open living room and witness how the guys go from freshly shaved baby faces to growing beautiful mustaches

Welcome to the Men's Health Blog

Thu, 31 Oct 2024 21:30:26 GMT

Our first blog post! Read about Hearts Wide Open: The podcast, the blog, the primary author and what you can look forward to.

Introducing Hearts Wide Open & The Men's Health Blog ��

Welcome to Hearts Wide Open – The Men’s Health Blog!

We're thrilled to introduce you to our brand-new blog, dedicated to exploring men’s health, one conversation at a time.

What is this blog all about?

Starting today, we’ll be sharing fresh blogposts on men's health and mental health every first Thursday of the month. Here, we’ll explore engaging topics from our podcast about men’s health , offer a peek behind the scenes, and share stories from our diverse, multicultural Hearts Wide Open team .

Who’s writing?

Hello everyone! �� I’m Tamara, an aspiring body-oriented trauma therapist and mental health enthusiast. From a young age, I’ve been captivated by the workings of the human mind and the many facets of people’s "whys." My biggest dream is to normalize mental health care for everyone, making it a routine, as normal as brushing your teeth.

In my leisure time, I enjoy running through the woods, exploring new places around the world, and experimenting with various yoga, meditation, and breathwork styles and exercises. I also have a passion for cracking bad puns and engaging in lively conversations with friends over dinner, as well as journaling, ecstatic dancing, and much more!

Through this blog, I hope to share my enthusiasm for mental health by connecting with you through personal experiences, practical tips, and the latest insights from science.

What is Hearts Wide Open?

At Hearts Wide Open, we believe in improving everyday quality of life through open-mindedness, mental well-being, and community support. For many people, men especially, the idea of expressing feelings openly or sharing vulnerability can feel unfamiliar or even uncomfortable. �� But reconnecting with ourselves and having the support to be open is an essential part of a happy, balanced life. Whether learning to make choices that nurture well-being or tackling more complex issues like burnout or people-pleasing, our goal is to spark conversations and create a supportive, sustainable culture and community for men’s mental health.

Why another podcast on men’s health?

Men’s health podcasts can serve as a bridge for understanding and sharing daily challenges from a personal, “living room” perspective. They offer insights on how to talk to a friend, brother, son, or father about personal mental health struggles and provide practical coping-tools. Listening to and sharing experiences helps break down barriers, making mental health discussions easier and much more relatable. Our international podcast explores men’s mental health holistically, featuring stories that connect listeners worldwide and offer practical advice for supporting both yourself and each other.

About Hearts Wide Open’s mission

Hearts Wide Open was founded by Dennis, a marketer, workshop host, and dog lover, and Soroosh, an AI engineer, runner, and curious mind—two friends in Amsterdam who discovered the relief and empowerment that come from openly discussing mental health with one another. They wondered, “Why isn’t everyone doing this?” and soon after, their men's health podcast was born. Covering topics from self-worth and building your own support system to being your true authentc self, dealing with pressure at work and how physical activity supports your mental health, Hearts Wide Open offers something for everyone. Whether you’re seeking a boost on your commute, motivation to get moving, or an inspiring listen, you’ll find it here.

Together for Men’s Health

Men’s mental health affects everyone, no matter your gender or background. There’s often a gap in how men talk about and seek support for well-being, and we hope to change that. By fostering openness, we find strength in connection and become better equipped to support each other. Together, we can reshape how therapy and mental health support are approached for men, recognize the signs of struggle, and promote helpful ways to address it.

Coming Up: Movember!

The mustache is calling! Next month, we’re excited to share our team’s involvement in Movember the month dedicated to men’s health. “Too many men are dying too young from preventable causes. It's why we must advocate for more public action to drive change”. Do you want to join us? We’ll explore ways to connect with the men in our lives, initiate conversations about their well-being, and raise awareness by supporting mental health for men through shared activities.

Thanks for stopping by, and we can’t wait to connect with you in future posts! ��

For any questions or comments, feel free to drop a note below —let’s keep this conversation going.

Tamara <3